Wow. Time just flies by and as it does so I can't help but just feel so anxious about things in my life. Questions crop up out of nowhere to just ask myself things like 'what I am doing with my life?' 'Where are you going with all these ideas in your head?'
That's what it is, just thoughts after endless thoughts going around and around in my head never ending and yet end up stood in the same place. It's frustrating yet this feels comforting and the only way I can handle life. Why do I find the easiest things in life so difficult!? Why do I feel anxious just to visit a friend I haven't seen in a while? I appreciate so much when I am invited to something as this is an aspect of my life I have found rather difficult to handle as in secondary school I always seemed to be left out and ignored. Unwanted and misunderstood.
Anyway, I won't bore you anymore with my life story. Life has dealt me this hand of cards which I must play and so I just have to continue along this path.
So. This is what I cooked up for my dinner...
Three egg-white salad with Bulgar and red cabbage... Oh and a carrot on the side!
Odd combinations I can imagine you thinking but hey, I love red cabbage and egg white! haha =]